My most dearest Shosh and Jaialai:
Another Christmas has passed. Another year comes to a close. Another moment without you.
The moments add up and weigh heavily upon us. They often take our breaths away and threaten to envelop us in perpetual night. Oh, what we wouldn’t give to turn back time and reclaim each and every moment lost with each of you …
We can but move forward as best as possible and hope fate will be kind to us in the year ahead. Hope fades, but never dies as long as we have breath and memories.
We can but focus on taking one breath at a time, putting one foot in front of the other, and move forward into the unknow, hoping for the day we will reunite with you. In that light, we shall continue with our inquiries about how to live and how to teach you how to live.
The goals of the first, to be clear, is to fully reach our potentials as sentient beings and to help others do likewise. Some may call this Enlightenment while others Self-Actualization and Self-Transcendence. That is irrelevant. The objectives — to live a mindful life worthy of living and of the resources we deny others by using ourselves — are what’s important, not the labels.
These letters are my attempt at the second. I wish I were there each day to listen to your concerns and guide you through each struggle, but that is not the hand we were dealt. Under the circumstances, the best I can do is to offer you advice from the lessons life has imparted upon me and from the wisdom of those I have read.
Today, the lesson is to mind your manners and your words. In Asian cultures, the proper use of honorifics, the inflection of your tone, the use of body language, and diction establish to others your family upbringing and level of education. In America, we are limited to body language and word choice. Thus, be mindful of both.
We’ll address manners in the next letter. Today, we focus on word choices.
Words are the basic units of language and of all communications; thus, a strong vocabulary is necessary for personal, academic and professional success. A large vocabulary enables you to communicate more effectively and persuasively, write more eloquently, and comprehend more completely what is being communicated. (See, e.g. Becker, 1977; Anderson & Nagy, 1991.) Conversely, poor vocabulary or word skills ensures failure. (Biemiller, 2005.)
On average, American students learn 2,500-3,000 new words per year, 6-8 per day. (Beck & McKeown, 1991; Nagy & Anderson, 2000.) Studies show that in a typical hour, a child from a poor U.S. family hears 616 words; a working-class family, 1252 words; and, a professional family, 2153 words. In four years, a child from a poor family hears 13 million words; from a working-class family, 26 million words; and, from a professional family, 45 million words. (Hart & Risley, 1995, 2003.) One study found that three-year-old children of professional parents have a recorded vocabulary size greater than the parents of children on welfare. (Id.)
You are disadvantaged because of my absence and because, following the divorce and the nightmare that befell us, your daily contacts are limited to your mother’s side of the family, which is made up mostly of high school graduates and only a sprinkling of college educated people. Unlike those in my side of the family, whose careers include doctors, lawyer, corporate managers, architects, and other white-collar professionals, your mother’s side of the family are decidedly blue-collar and engaged in jobs such as city bus driver, public works truck driver, stock boy, fast food workers, construction laborers, etc.
Among other things, they are disadvantaged because jobs do not require advanced vocabulary and because their limited vocabulary limits their careers opportunities. While no man is shamed for honest work and I applaud those of them engaged in gainful employment — as opposed to those of them who are unemployed and supported by their girlfriends with whom they have had children — as your father, I want better for you because I know you are capable of so much more. Shosh, my staff once chided me about the challenges of raising a smart child because, as a toddler, you were given to articulating with specificity and clarity the three reasons why you prefer one type of dinosaur to another, the five reasons why you like the Backyardigans, etc. Jaialai, despite being deprived of the hours of being read to as a child as Shosh was (since I was busy with my lone battle against the Enron of Healthcare while your mother return work after years of being a homemaker of her own volition), as a toddler, you gave us such gems as “We’re all Africans!” (which correctly states that the earliest humans from which we evolved migrated out of Africa) and “It’s not a fish!” when I asked you to identify an aardvark.
So, to maximize your potentials, strive first on improving your vocabulary daily. Read voraciously. Note words you don’t know and look up their definitions. Keep track of new vocabulary words and try to use them in your daily life.
In addition, to the extent possible, deconstruct new words you come across to their constituent parts — prefix, root, and suffix. Knowledge of Latin and Greek prefixes, roots, and suffices will help expand your ability to decode new words tremendously. Make the effort to learn and use them.
As you endeavor to increase your toolbox of vocabulary words, remember words are tools. Use them wisely and judiciously … for yourself as well as for others. Sharp words can wound more deeply and leave longer lasting damage than sharp knives. Kind and supportive words can not only help someone weather a difficult moment, but can also change a person’s — especially a child — trajectory in life. Thus, be mindful of what you say to yourself and others. Be kind. Be patient. Be understanding. Be forgiving. But be firm when necessary. Be strong as needed to defend yourself and others.
Use your voice — here, the term conveys not just your words but also your deeds — to help improve the lives of others and the community. I know you can. Shosh and Jaialai, I have seen you both used your voices to defend others even as children.
Stay the course. Don’t deviate simply because of my absence or because those who role model for you in my absence value personal comfort, convenience, and political expediency more. Live right and use your words as a resource towards that goal.
All my love, always and forever,
Dad